HOPELESS-

Tuesday, October 20, 2009' 10/20/2009 10:19:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

k that it ,i dun want to think so much 4 now...............................
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My head just hurt when i think of losing the top position .......

Saturday, October 17, 2009' 10/17/2009 08:59:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

Human have lot of weakness which cause harm to themselves.

Out of all the weakness there are a few that are the most harmful.

Human having emotion.

There are lot of emotion in a human like happy, excited, stress, sad, anger and lots more.

From all the emotion that a human will have sadness, anger and stressful.

One phrase, ' with great power come great responsibility.'

With this people who have higher position in life would normally have stressful time no matter what.

Just one emotion can cause your life to go upside down and eventually breaking down.

When you are feeling stressful, you will get angry easily and just push everything to one side.

Just one emotion can lead to another emotion which build up the tension in you which cause to do foolish thing in life.

In order for one to 'distress', they will either get angry and punch, scream, or even just cry out.

This is for those who have stress that are not so bad in a way, which are able to just back on track easily.

For those people facing serious stress, they might just give everything in life and just have fun in their life.

Or just choose the option of just give up and just die.

Another is sadness.

This can occur from a relationship where thing happened that no one expect the most.

Like in a boy-girl relationship, if they have no choice but to separate from each other they would feel hurt as they still have feeling for each other.

After this process, they would get stress and will keep thinking about it and with will result in building up the stress.

With stress building up, they might just want to end their life due to not able to control all this stress.

So emotion is one very harmful element with all human have.

But some human through the years have learn to control over it and use it to their advantage.

Like we commonly see, begger, who beg people for money in order to buy thing like food to survive.

In the previous post, the brain is able to think of good and evil though.

How do human use emotion as a advantage?

It's all very simple.

Human use emotion to either cheat on someone feeling and really hurt them or to grain people
trust and later point in time back stab them.

When it come to hurting other people feeling(really hurting), human cheat other and said that they love someone.

But the fact is he/she do not like that someone but purposely lie to them .

And in the end cause much hurt to the other and make that person sad.

In fact emotion is only just a one of the weakness, there are still more so how does human handle it.

THEY do not really able to handle it as it needs a long period to get over it.

"curious mind set you thinking"
More will be told in time..........

BY: zhi hwee(c)
~키위~

Friday, October 16, 2009' 10/16/2009 09:12:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

Another day have past in a flash and another new day is going to start.

With a start of a new day, we are give a chance to do thing right or to make up for our mistake.

After making/covering up our mistake, we are then to think of our future.

Without thinking for our future, we are not able to carry on in life.

This mean that we would not know what we want in life and how to achieve what you want in life.

Jamming at this stage make u think of other thing and keep you off the track.

Out of the track mean you will need to find back this track and catch up or you might just fail in life.

No one in this world was born to be perfect and no one in this world is perfect.

Why is this so?

People were born to create their future and no one can said that they have accomplish their future.

Like the saying, 'There is always room for improvement. '

So there are no perfect human in this world.

Everyone that was born on Earth are given a opportunity to create a future that they wanted.

There are endless of possibility in this world.

The question is not whether if the thing u wanted to do is possible but whether you want it.

If you put your heart and soul in to it no one would be able to stop you.

So possibility are always endless.

It is human who are the one who always creating problem and hurting other people.

Even though human too have emotion but it is always human using it against human.

What it mean?

This mean human have a brain which is able to think of two thing which is the evil though and the good though.

Human itself is able to hurt it own kind by taking advantage of itself.

Which this kind of though, the world now have the evil and good people .

But they are of the same kind, so why are they hurting each other.

This bring us back to the the brain.

The brain is capable of thinking the good and evil though.

There is always things that let the brain to think.

This bring us to the eyes.

Human uses their eyes to see thing.

Another saying, ' Human have a curious mind.'

Human always ask for the answer when they do not know, it is natural for human to ask.

With this there is surely more question to be ask.

Another saying, ' all will be answered in time'

BY: zhi hwee(c)
~키위~

Tuesday, October 13, 2009' 10/13/2009 11:39:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

Like the photo on top standing alone without any support by anything expect for itself.
This come back to what i was thinking the other day,wht if i was top1 in class and suddenly drop down. wht would people think of me, stupid, useless or just climb over my head. i dun really wish to of it for now too stressful....

But i am the sort of person who aim high and have high hope 4 myself. Like people said, the higher ur hope is, the higher the disappointment is. Wtf * am i anyway, jus think that i cause people around me bad luck...

WTH is wrong with me anyway so e anti-social, no wonder lots of people hate me for many f*** reason. But thing is that i koe that i'm jus a failure in life. Who care if my result got the higher among all, i make it through with luck but not skill...

anyway it's my brithday so try not thing so much...
HAPPY B"DAY TO ME!!!
~~~~10 more min before it end~~~~
^o^

~키위~

Sunday, October 4, 2009' 10/04/2009 08:33:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

Change post style to journal style as i like it....

EXAM STARTING MEAN I SURE FAIL LIAO....
1ST POSITION IS NOW UP GRAB SO JUST STEAL IT FROM ME CAN LIAO
I DON"T REALLY CARE LIAO AS LONG AS I GET TO PASS CAN LE!!!!

목표글쎄모든

BYE!
~키위~ = 나는 생활에 있는 실패이

Thursday, August 6, 2009' 8/06/2009 10:28:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

I'm back but not happy about it.....

I was wondering like is there anything that i did in my past life that now i have to be punish like this. NOT that i ever do will be right, i sux at every single thing that i do from being a leader to playing game to do thing that is needed to be done. i now feel so stupid more stupid then i was young. people r getting smarter and smarter each day but i am getting stupider and stupid each day....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wht can i do, NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wht i do will only get me in to trouble........ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wht thing that i can do that is correct, am become more useless none will ever understand how i feel NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm those study type who r those quiet, hardworking and etc is to me now like so wht no matter wht u done no one will ever see it no matter how hard u work on it in the end is jus a waste.....

Monday, July 27, 2009' 7/27/2009 09:40:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

Now don't koe why felt like that i'm jus a useless person in this world, poeple will said that every human have a purpose in this world but wht is the purpose of me living when i'm jus a useless person who is not gd at anything. been think of myself of how gd am i, how bad am i and have quite a long list for the bad...I'm those people who behave well but will never get anything in return this mean that all my hard work go down the drain with in sec and i don't think that anybody nid me i jus any useless human on this world. Maybe i put to much hope on myself until that when the disappointment come then it drop a bomb on me or in short it a shock that i can't handle insde me although i look like i'm fine. jus that i don't share my though with people i hide it inside. Dun jus koe that no matter wht i hav no choice but to live on..

' 7/27/2009 09:09:00 PM

-HATE ME THE WAY I AM-

I'm back. this post wouldn't be long.Ya sch as normal and i jus realise that after become a CL i hav been very busy doing thing 4 np and i ok can with that as i love np too much no matter what it take i will try to finish it as fast as i can..The first training on 24/7/09 was quite gd in a way that at least h1n1 give someway in order for us to continue CCA & finally get the feel of how being a CL is like.. the feeling is great as get to teach sec 1 & 2 thing like being a teacher myself...Overall was quite fun and stressful in away.