I'm back but not happy about it.....

I was wondering like is there anything that i did in my past life that now i have to be punish like this. NOT that i ever do will be right, i sux at every single thing that i do from being a leader to playing game to do thing that is needed to be done. i now feel so stupid more stupid then i was young. people r getting smarter and smarter each day but i am getting stupider and stupid each day....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wht can i do, NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wht i do will only get me in to trouble........ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wht thing that i can do that is correct, am become more useless none will ever understand how i feel NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm those study type who r those quiet, hardworking and etc is to me now like so wht no matter wht u done no one will ever see it no matter how hard u work on it in the end is jus a waste.....