Now don't koe why felt like that i'm jus a useless person in this world, poeple will said that every human have a purpose in this world but wht is the purpose of me living when i'm jus a useless person who is not gd at anything. been think of myself of how gd am i, how bad am i and have quite a long list for the bad...I'm those people who behave well but will never get anything in return this mean that all my hard work go down the drain with in sec and i don't think that anybody nid me i jus any useless human on this world. Maybe i put to much hope on myself until that when the disappointment come then it drop a bomb on me or in short it a shock that i can't handle insde me although i look like i'm fine. jus that i don't share my though with people i hide it inside. Dun jus koe that no matter wht i hav no choice but to live on..

I'm back. this post wouldn't be long.Ya sch as normal and i jus realise that after become a CL i hav been very busy doing thing 4 np and i ok can with that as i love np too much no matter what it take i will try to finish it as fast as i can..The first training on 24/7/09 was quite gd in a way that at least h1n1 give someway in order for us to continue CCA & finally get the feel of how being a CL is like.. the feeling is great as get to teach sec 1 & 2 thing like being a teacher myself...Overall was quite fun and stressful in away.

Enjoy, i dun feel like writing...

Gaki no tsukai(high school)

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Part 10

yo i'm back. don't koe why but suddenly felt very stress in life having to difficulties copying with my school work, hav lot of problem to solve, being a useless person in a sense that when people nid me that time i did not help and don't seem to interested in doing anything even when the i love so much like playing com games suddenly not interested in a flash, like magic.....

don't koe y la jus no mood to do anything like that~~~ maybe my body is staring to break down already or i don't hav enough rest....jus really tried of doing do already. u people might think that i am the good, responsible, shy and hard working student ya it true but i think that i put other people before me cos i care for other people then myself, always make point to help other people 1st. maybe i too kind and caring, but the only thing that i wouldn't ever do is ofcos thing that are against the law. I' m the person that hide all the problem to myself and solve other people problem then my own problem, the characterized of steadiness.

But the only thing that i like doing is try to help other as seeing the smile on their face makes me happy which is enough for me.

Thx for reading.

ya i'm back to post. I'm recommend some movie that u should watch as it' really damm nice cos watch them already.




The 1st movie that i recommend is The Haunting In Connecticut. YA it's a horror movie where by this lady who brought a house in connnecticut cso of her son as his son have cancer and have to travel from her home to another city where the hospital every day so that they wouldn't nid to travel for long distance. But to but to their surprise the house use to be a funeral parlor where there have been lot of spiritual which hav not Cross over is there waiting to unleash. And lot of thing hav happen in the basement of the house and her son choose to sleep in the basement and there was one spirit which was tell the son to stop all this but he only know what the spirit was said in the end and he save all the spirit in the house and in the end he was free from cancer nad continue to live on.......



The 2nd moive that i recommend is like u all hav guess is transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen.
two years have passed since Sam and the Autobots saved the human race from the invading Decepticons. Now he's preparing for the biggest challenge of his life leaving home for college. Despite his extreme heroics, the battle of Mission City has become an urban legend believed only by conspiracy theorists. Sam is still an average teenager with everyday anxieties and excitement about heading off into adulthood, separating from his parents for the first time, and vowing to be faithful to girlfriend (Megan Fox). Of course, he explain his departure to his guardian robot, Bumblebee.

And the last movie that i recommend is harry potter and the half- blood Prince. It's the sixth year in the sch and it is now much more difficult to defeat the Dark Lord. harry found a potion book which belong to someone called half- blood prince helped him to ace his potion class and
Dumbledore asked harry to discover the secret to Voldermort's quest for immortal which is located in Horcruxes.But it ened up loss of a person live who was dumbledore who defended harry with his live in order for harry to live on.....

This 3 movie are a must watch as it thas good graphic and it is worth seeing. =)

ok back to post! well sch as per normal u all koe what i tell mdm noraini that i want or should i said i demanded for a change of moniter nut the answer was no~~~~ wa i feel like i can nvr ever control my class cos we are the '"famous" class in sch. so i don't have the power to control the class but the thing that i like about my class is that it the best class that i hav ever seen in my life cos ok la they r noisy but they all are a part to the class without one of them the class will like feel weird missing a piece.
ya that all to said...
don't know what more to talk about not quite in the mood~~~~~

enjoy!!!
part 4!! I found it!!!!!!!


part 5


part 6

Now feeling irritated want to koe why cos have u ever felt that someone is watch u doing everything like when u are watch video on youtube or do stuff that are either weird or crazy to said, I HAD. It like every step of ur movement is being watch by someone like perhaps a spy watching u. Don't they koe what's called Privacy ok la if want watch video together can la but at least said 1st so that i koe la or else though that u want to see me personal stuff.!!!!!!!!!!

jus writing to calm down cos n point to be irritated now....

wow!!! first time n manage to put the picture that i drew on my blog=). but there stiil a lot of room for improvement this pic is a try out so give me comment on it cos first timer nid people advise on it. TY hope u will like it although it not that nice yet.

enjoy watching batsu game....^o^
high school part 2, 3 & 4..

Part 2


part 3


Sry but it seem that part 4 is deleted somehow.

YO ppl wht up. i koe i long time nvr update so i am posting now & oso i have change the skin hope u like it.

So lot of thing happen in sch since it re-open. Get a new timetable that totally sux.Now every Tuesday having elective programme with have 3 courses that's Business, Go-kart and beauty. ofcos i choose Go-kart cos not interested in the other two...Now bcos of that H1N1 everyday nid to take temperture damm irrtating, twine a day!!!!!!!!!! everyday come sch then go to class, been doing it for 2 week already damm boring la.-.-!!!!!!!!!!! Np training is temporary stop and not use to not having training again!!!! But everything seem to work out for now don't koe what will happen in the future jus living my life jus as it is for now..

Now video for u to laugh on..
gaki no tsukai aka batsu game
High school part 1
For your info, it's a game where u are not allow to laugh upon entering the game building or u will get punish....haha!!!